I get what you are saying and not trying to diminish it at all, but really, in my career it is the same and I am a mechanical engineer. I am only as good as what I have done lately. I slack off, I am looking for the next opportunity, and without the padded bank account to give me any comfort. I think this same thing could be said for pretty much anyone on here.
I would say to SS, enjoy the fact that you got to experience something all of us would have loved to and made a great chunk of money in the meantime. Reflect on that and look back with a smile and know you have your whole life ahead of you.