I may be able to clear up the reason you think that way. I suffered an aneurysm on May 24th 2024. It was a subarachnoid hemorrhage and I'm absolutely fortunate and blessed to be alive. I had a hole drilled into my skull and a tube attached that pumped all the excess blood and fluid out of my skull after the rupture had my skull rapidly filling up with blood which feels like your skull is about to explode. This is called the thunderclap headache. I went into emergency surgery a few hours later and was at the hospital for 3 weeks after the surgery. After 3 weeks I went back home where it took me 2 months to be able to walk again and about 8 months where I could only be on my feet for a couple of hours before feeling weak and dizzy.
While I was incredibly fortunate not to suffer from any substantive type of cognitive impairment or deficit, there were and are certain things that were different and other things that I have been improving on over the last year. One of those things is a balance issue where I have to be careful going up and down steps and things like that. Another thing was expressing myself in writing. It was something that always came easy for me but since the aneurysm it has been something that I have had to work on to get back to my old form. I haven't posted as much over the last year because of it but I feel I'm beginning to make good enough progress lately. I'm not completely back yet but the doctors say I'm getting much better. Thanks for bringing that up. I depend on honest feedback. Cheers. Go Canes!