Being drunk/high caused his misjudgment, both in attempting to cross the road, add in him estimating the speed/distance of the vehicles and their ability to hit him.
In the end it was still a lack of judgement. I can promise you had I been that drunk or high, I would not have attempted what he would’ve attempted. I’m older, and have more experience, so that’s my main advantage. For him, it was a catastrophic misjudgment exacerbated by inebriation.
Here’s a quote from some of the back-and-forth, my main point was trying to refute a lot of this “suicide theory“ that was getting thrown around, and at the time we had no idea what his state of sobriety was, and I just didn’t want to assume the worst:
”Whether he was inebriated or just hung over or none of those things who knows? I just don’t want to think the worst about a guy that‘s met a horrible and tragic end. This stuff about him doing it as a suicide sounds crazy to me. Of course anything is possible, but stepping out in front of a moving truck, is usually one of the most uncommon ways to commit suicide. I’m just not seeing it personally. Anyway, to me it’s almost slanderous with no facts to back it up.”