You changed your name because you're a drama queen who can't stand it when anyone questions what you say. That's why the name change was known right away by anyone with a brain.
You also can't stand missing the attention and feels you get from posting whatever you hear.
If your source said to keep it off the board, you shouldn't. I'd ***** slap the **** out of ya if I told you not to do something, then you popped off because YOU FELT you had to have your two cents. You sure as **** wouldn't hear a dang thing after that either.
That puts us back to being in your feels again though. You just couldn't leave it alone.